Hi @Starlight it's a stressful life being with a rat it never ends until you have the courage to leave and stay away. The damage they do to women is horrendous but believe us when we say it will get better you are still in the healing process and soon you can start enjoying life again to. Your trust will come slowly back in humanity as there are thousands of nice people in the world to we only met these rats and it hurts in your soul he abused you thus way. You deserve a nice life again and a smile on your face . Much courage and a big virtual hug to you xxxxThe stress off the rats everyday the dam abusive behaviour makes u just want to sleep and never wake up the got stress got so much that I look at photos off how I was before and now and I see a big change i was happy contented smiling full off life
Now i haven't smiled in ages i question everything and everyone and trust is no longer there i no longer feel the same person I was before the rat
But im picking up the pieces slowly and will recover
But the rats do change u but why oh why are some women still doing it sending money paying for all visits gifts mg+ wu visa scooters cars why !!!!
The money is yours not his!!!!
Wherea ur gift apart from a tacky 925 necklace that blackens ya neck
Do they pay anything coffee food petrol wekl do they !!!!!!
Nah off course they don't!!!!!!