And usually if they start being nice again after an absolute shit to you it’s because they still need or want something from you
How can you believe what they say after lie after lie after lie?
Now they just know what to say to make you want to believe it more
I’m tired, absolutely exhausted from the last 5 weeks
My head is beyond sense and I need some serious TLC, but that has to come from me in order to process and move on
Your right the exhaustion u feel after a rat I's so bad
Your complety shattered tired and the only thing that gives solice is the peace snd tranquility of the silence
It's like after a stormy weather the sun begins to shine
The moving on process takes time its not about the love bombing
It's about the arggresive abuse the arguments the fighting demands threats Your money slowly decreasing
Calls 100 times a day cam calls all the time
Now u can sit rest love yourself work in peace
And ur money starts to increase
Ur heads not crazy with the sound off the rats screaming Demented voice
No more taking time off work to fly to childish rat that wants want want
U need a rest yourself after each visit to the ****** rat
U go home not relaxed but shattered and tired
Now it's all over the nightmare has finished and u cam look forward to anything u want to do
The rats take away everything u once belived in
But hold ur head high **** the ratscum no.morals no shame
At least u walk away with dignity xxx